lost in the mind of creation

Emotions are hard to stop... you can throw them away but like a boomerang if they are real they will return... I have been told that if you bury them they will only eat you alive... so the way I deal is to walk through the fire whether with that person or not let the emotions burn... you will either come out untouched or burnt to the ground to rise again like the Phoenix... Emotional images flood my thoughts Whether Im awake or asleep... I could escape and fill my time full of thoughts to shut them down but the beauty of memory isn't worth wasting... At one time it's was all I wanted... A smile that could give the blazing sun competition... Eyes that could create a dream no mind could imagine... this has to be felt... Have you ever seen things that you have no idea where the images come from... To feel with immense intensity.... Magnetic is the only word that comes to mind... I feel you... I fight you... My soul has been branded with you... my thought feelings and fears

Confirmation with the ease of exit from my life... I have believed I was one of a kind... left like I'm a dime a dozen... easy to forget... easy to let evaporate like I never existed... with no residue on the heart.. no trace of existence... breaking the barriers to not let a love define your meaning is a strenuous task... drifting on a cloud of emotions, lust, passion, happiness, and invigorating sensations... the plummet back to the present universe... leaves you trying to stand up and make sense of it all... How can the human mind define something gifted from the spiritual realm.. you cant touch it.. you can't physically feel it... but it moves your heart.. it changes the way you think... it's changes your vision and the way your eyes translate messages to the brain... your perception of what is right and wrong becomes a blur... yet you languish to feel because what you "feel" is all based on interpretation... the skin sends signals to the heart, the power plan

I have fallen for you... but not in a tipsy trip over you shoe laces when your 6 kind of way... I have fallen for the smile that lights up my whole world... I have fallen for the laugh I yern to hear... u seduce me and we have never touched physically... I wait for you and not in time... because with you I am the farthest thing from earth....  u are the closest to mythical I have ever been near... my mind sees vivid images of places and times I have never seen... a million hours spent with you feel to short... I miss you before you leave me... I have fallen for the way you make me feel, its unlike anyone or anything... a rush if you will that floods my mind charges my senses like a current of electricity struck from the sky on a stormy night... I have fallen for the way you saved my heart from feeling alone... I have fallen for the way you've made me feel like I mattered... I have fallen for the way you smell it's the closest thing to walking through a field in the spring cha

In my complete chaos you came in like a storm demanding my attention fought with thoughts of distraction from my world in which felt like it was ending yet you brought with you a sense of calm a solidity something unheard of in a person you have known less than a few hours you intrigued me unable to understand with any type of mental reasoning with ease trust was developed I told you that I just knew you were meant to be in my life I still can see your face from that night I remember being at war with my thoughts fighting with what made next to no sense in a way I craved for you to come back when you left me there for only moments knowing that you could save me from the fall I was teetering on the edge from who is this woman and why does she have any bearing on saving me I had faith that you were put in the right place at the right time predestined by something or someone much bigger than you and I I'm grateful for the smile you bring to my face Validity was absent f