lost in the mind of creation

The questions to ask of such a thin line a thresh hold to be pushed or broken a fear to push in the wrong direction afraid of the slip and fall of the possibility to land on my face to fear not being caught like falling on broken glass slicing open the skin and bleeding emotions of fear scared to begin to chase and like a puppy she runs I say that I can handle her leaving atleast I got to feel I promised her that I would chase the way she made feel for the rest of my life and every word of that is fact nothing near fiction she is and always will be what brought me back from emotional death to lose her fear over comes me I get lost in her stare there is a magnetic pull that causes the locking of our eyes My face shows no emotion not because I feel nothing but beacuse everything I feel can not be expressed by a look or even multiple I read something about the day u figure out ur purpose She is definitely one of them her happiness makes me happy Beyond the most wildest of dreams to even

The snow has fallen on the eve of Jesus' s birthday With new snow comes a sound of silence so still so beautiful its defining Greek mythology speaks of beauty unknown to the imagination of the commoner Beauty is said to be in the eye of the beholder I see beauty in your soul the image that the rest of the world sees with their eyes I feel with my heart Your smile brings the sweetest happiness unknown to my wildest dreams Its hard to try to explain to your own head that what your feeling isnt a dream The things u say move me I go silent in disbelief that soneone so good could care so much... I know my worth but know and seeing is 2 different things        -CASPERS EXPRESSION

She chased love as a teen craving to feel that she wasnt just passing by like she was craved wanted and needed by another finding her prince charming not once but twice to leave her in complete destruction entrusting in these men to hold her heart as delicate a glass after being put in a fire shattered in every way shape and form she finds her Angel in mind and spirit seemed like her unspoken prayers were answered bringing in the most beautiful gift in the world her daughter still in search for somethhng she could not understand what was missing money success and a family she had searching in the desert the sand representing the thoughts of the mind the heat burning the skin that shields the heart causing the mind to lose focus years pass by thoughts of warped fantasies enter her mind she fights them not knowing if this is the devil speaking to her mind or god shining light on what she has been chasing since her childhood trying to fill an emptyness that blame was placed from somethin

She fights every urge to contact her at the possibility that she might feel for her She holds onto the fact she may be like every other girl chick woman stud boi that has came into her path in times b4 yet to see someone that ended up being who they claimed to be Her faith weakend not understanding why she gave with all of her heart to end up feeling empty and and alone Her skin thickening with every mean word said every promise broken every lie proven A broken soul steps in her path by blind eye not seeming different than the rest A bright gleaming light to her darkness and an unknown mysterious feeling she couldnt shake Every conversation getting fewer and fewer moments between This light that has warmed her face and touched her inner being speaking moving words that can not be made up they leave her frozen and speachless Finding out that she may be the answer to her prayers or the restructuring to her weakend faith Poetic in their touch A fairy tale in their kiss Both ask everyday

I have sounded like a begger on the side of a road at times craving for the acceptance that my deepest fears will not be magnified and seen as crazy experiencing love that was gone in hours creates a fear of abandonment you have brought me a gift most people cant even fathom to dream about u have brought purity in your laugh solidity in your touch a stare in your eyes the looks through to my soul trust is something earned that like a theif stealing for their child you have taken You have relaxed my fears with your words to reassure that u are here I question if its something I have created in my head I know there are questions unanswered I believe in time you will look me in the eyes and tell me I have loved you for a while but I could not convey my truth I never thought a touch could be charged like combustion of fuel from a flame  Gasping for breath from only the sound of breathing Heavily charged a rage of passion and devotion takes over control like an auto pilot The fear of losin

I have a song that I listen to when I write not all the time but a lot. These dreams by Heart. It made me wanna write this to you when I seen the pic To hold hands and to feel your fingers intertwined together with mine represents a closeness a surender to say I got you and you got me I have yet to hold your hand but to me the idea and the thought makes me smile it is a representation of intimacy To reach for my hand solidifies I care about u and I want you to know that im here and I got you Its just such a confirmation In a strom over a lake of desire and the depth of emotion your voice fills the air and speaks to my heart moves my spirit with the simple but powerful words I missed you A beam of light illuminates from your lips also known as a smile Floating through the air flower petals represent the scent of passion the earth shifts from the colliding of two hearts with something words can not describe two lives change and begin a path neither of us could ever imagine happiness

As the chaos storms in like hell fire chasing purity to singe the innocence A man representing a demon in flesh to steal the souls from the place we call earth to deliver heaven angels She shields them feeling the bullets piercing her skin with every blow her strength weakens the battle she was not prepared for she is compared like Michael fighting lucifer centurys ago her wings wrap around them embrac i ng them to keep them calm with fear in her heart she fights til she takes her last breath losing the battle to the devil in deliverance of angels to heaven     -CASPERS EXPRESSIONS     FOR THE TEACHER AND CHILDREN FOR THE NEWTOWN TRAGEDY

U scortched my eyes for I had not seen light in so long especially a light as bright as u shine I shyed away to protect my sight from the the illumintion from this foriegn being that was standing in front of me u would disapear to fill my mind to believe that I was only dreaming only to show your face one day and fight to prove to me that  a dream she was but one that I could see awake       -CASPERS EXPRESSIONS

Perfection from you would be the softest kiss Standing in the whitest snowfall In the silence hearing only sounds from a distance Walking in a glow of lights Sharing fairy tales and dreams Sounds of laughter fill the air The twinkle in your eye flashes bright like the northern star Time stands still to us spending hours together that feels like minutes The clock strikes 12 i wonder if my princess will vanish Feeling like this only happens in childrens stories -CASPERS EXPRESSION

Her her smile creates the sweetest sin The light to my darkness A muse to my dreams Her eyes as blue as the purest spring Her touch sends currents like lightning in a summer sky Motivativating senses that seamed dormant for life times Places once only thought you could travel to through dreams Her love could create fury representing a force as strong as 2 bullets colliding Driven by desire Charged by passion Fueled from feelings that can not be defined she makes poetry sound dull And the sun rising can not compare to her inner and outter beauty     -CASPERS EXPRESSION

The views of the people in this world to some the most amazing to others a mere image of just another person a heart to be thrown away taken for granted or to be taken adavantage of callused emotions shut down negativity and spin the evil approach of ones explosive words like cannon in the civil war out for blood. Words like machetes cut through the skin the outmost layer that protects from the corrosive actions of the evil that lurks in the mind of someone who has seen to much anger and and hostility thereself a heart reaching to be loved Fighting with the meantest words so destructive to the mind and heart words that can never be erased I understand forgiveness memory erased by time Strength rebuilds the heart to learn more lessons Awakened by your spirit u fight to turn the page of life not knowing what lies ahead   -CASPERS EXPRESSION

Im trying so hard to let go of the fear that just took over my heart.. It felt like 1000 explosions going off in my chest I walked into your world Then you became mine The whole time going through pain from a broken heart u were the glue mending it back together I fought it having morals that you were taken But taken by a monster that has kept you in a prison of unhappiness I wanted to be that knight swiftly moving through to capture your heart and call you my own I got the the opportunity to tell you how I felt perhaps at the wrong time or the right time that I just cant see yet You are so bright to me I was holding onto you with every ounce of strength one can posess with out physical force You have brought the best out of me speaking in poetry beautiful to the world only meant for your heart to hear -caspers expression

Electronic music today... a good beat to keep my senses stimulated the colors my eyes see vibrant insipired by one Stimulated by many words send signals to the brain that captivate the soul the trickery expressed by the words that transpire from ones mouth fooled by the language of the body A thought to be interpreted a dream or someone elses nightmare She gives light to darkness illuminating every emotion touched Weightlessness on a heavy heart I ask her have u ever been told your inspirational And ill tell her she insipred this     -caspers expression

A song that marks a time in your life that can paint a picture of the deepest colors of emotion the art of life. Desire and love are the paint brush emotion is the color, the canvas texture is the sunniest day to the most blistering cold.  The song can change the direction of what u feel  like a raging river weatherd over time. Attraction is the gravitational pull like a rock to the dessert floor once thrown or blown from the strongest storm they are bound to meet again love and art are harmonious and the similarities are parallel it takes the true eye to recognize the imperfections as beauty not as something wrong or a mistake

A spiral of emotions fighting to be reassured The emptyness of silence Feeling 2nd to anyone creates confusion of self worth Faith in the words and actions of another Placing your emotions in hands that arent there Knowing the path u choose has a destination unknown  She illuminates this path but she also can leave the path as dark as the black in a demons eyes Its not fair to hold her accountable for this Taking a risk knowing all u want is her happiness willing to sarifice your own The sacrifice leaves u empty and emotions burning in a lake of fire Protected by her light When she disappears the heat is to strong and burns the skin skortching the raw emotions that just healed.