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Rebirth

Emotions are hard to stop... you can throw them away but like a boomerang if they are real they will return... I have been told that if you bury them they will only eat you alive... so the way I deal is to walk through the fire whether with that person or not let the emotions burn... you will either come out untouched or burnt to the ground to rise again like the Phoenix... Emotional images flood my thoughts Whether Im awake or asleep... I could escape and fill my time full of thoughts to shut them down but the beauty of memory isn't worth wasting... At one time it's was all I wanted... A smile that could give the blazing sun competition... Eyes that could create a dream no mind could imagine... this has to be felt... Have you ever seen things that you have no idea where the images come from... To feel with immense intensity.... Magnetic is the only word that comes to mind... I feel you... I fight you... My soul has been branded with you... my thought feelings and fears

-Suspended with emptiness-

Confirmation with the ease of exit from my life... I have believed I was one of a kind... left like I'm a dime a dozen... easy to forget... easy to let evaporate like I never existed... with no residue on the heart.. no trace of existence... breaking the barriers to not let a love define your meaning is a strenuous task... drifting on a cloud of emotions, lust, passion, happiness, and invigorating sensations... the plummet back to the present universe... leaves you trying to stand up and make sense of it all... How can the human mind define something gifted from the spiritual realm.. you cant touch it.. you can't physically feel it... but it moves your heart.. it changes the way you think... it's changes your vision and the way your eyes translate messages to the brain... your perception of what is right and wrong becomes a blur... yet you languish to feel because what you "feel" is all based on interpretation... the skin sends signals to the heart, the power plan

A beautiful scent

I have fallen for you... but not in a tipsy trip over you shoe laces when your 6 kind of way... I have fallen for the smile that lights up my whole world... I have fallen for the laugh I yern to hear... u seduce me and we have never touched physically... I wait for you and not in time... because with you I am the farthest thing from earth....  u are the closest to mythical I have ever been near... my mind sees vivid images of places and times I have never seen... a million hours spent with you feel to short... I miss you before you leave me... I have fallen for the way you make me feel, its unlike anyone or anything... a rush if you will that floods my mind charges my senses like a current of electricity struck from the sky on a stormy night... I have fallen for the way you saved my heart from feeling alone... I have fallen for the way you've made me feel like I mattered... I have fallen for the way you smell it's the closest thing to walking through a field in the spring cha

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In my complete chaos you came in like a storm demanding my attention fought with thoughts of distraction from my world in which felt like it was ending yet you brought with you a sense of calm a solidity something unheard of in a person you have known less than a few hours you intrigued me unable to understand with any type of mental reasoning with ease trust was developed I told you that I just knew you were meant to be in my life I still can see your face from that night I remember being at war with my thoughts fighting with what made next to no sense in a way I craved for you to come back when you left me there for only moments knowing that you could save me from the fall I was teetering on the edge from who is this woman and why does she have any bearing on saving me I had faith that you were put in the right place at the right time predestined by something or someone much bigger than you and I I'm grateful for the smile you bring to my face Validity was absent f

The warmth of a heart in spring...

the rain falls from the grey sky  yet my heart is still lit up and warm from the love she sends  a warm spring day emits the scent of new and fresh spending the day with her in a day like this offers the scent of true paradise  she is like a filter for my vision the imaginations kaleidoscope moments are lost in time caught up in words that are being spoken its seems that the world stands still    The stare that comes from a face so beautiful  I wait in limbo for a whisper from her heart... a whisper that comes from her soul  her words come from a place i feel that only I have been  I get lost in place so many tried to invade she is the strongest most fragile being I have ever encountered  taken for granted a million times before promises that were made to her heart were merely only words with intentions  never promises with the fear to lose their own heart  I can look at her hands and see them growin old in mine visions and dreams of the future cre

the mystic look in her eyes.

the stare of pure love a slow blink can captivate my heart and bring me into her eyes lost in what defines the word lust pure love is what fuels the look on her face  when she says I love you the words hold my emotional heart and brace my being puting me in cloud where I am safe and untouchable  taking my hand in hers stops my heart from beating my lungs from breathing and my world from spinning  I have never felt a touch that made me feel more safe  a love that I try and use words to define  she shows love in ways that I have never seen  speaks words I have never heard  she makes me want to be a better person failing her is not an option my heart or mind will allow  after the time that has passed the more intense the love becomes she is my everything my world she has caused what I see with my eyes to be more vibrant  the perception of the words I write is a fairytale love the kind you read about in children's books living in disbelief that I would ev

CAPTURING DESIRE

capturing the essence of blazing desire the fear of never feeling a touch so strong her finger tips send electrifying currents through your skin the crave of touch the want to sin she scraped her teeth along your collar bone to heighten your senses images like a photo show cross your mind being there so many times b4 but this look and the despair in her eyes makes you remember glimpses of the first time she touched you they share a passion only true love can explain people passing by in their life try to duplicate the bond they have the two of you disapear in a room away from the crowd   seduction causes vulnerability of a woman so strong to falter from a soft kiss skin to skin 2 become 1 she left marks on your skin but a tattoo on your soul with her love loyalty and trust lost in a sea of bliss resistance flares the fire the intensity shakes the earth in a place where the world could crumble around them they unknowingly would continue -CASPERS EXPRESSIONS