lost in the mind of creation

the rain falls from the grey sky  yet my heart is still lit up and warm from the love she sends  a warm spring day emits the scent of new and fresh spending the day with her in a day like this offers the scent of true paradise  she is like a filter for my vision the imaginations kaleidoscope moments are lost in time caught up in words that are being spoken its seems that the world stands still    The stare that comes from a face so beautiful  I wait in limbo for a whisper from her heart... a whisper that comes from her soul  her words come from a place i feel that only I have been  I get lost in place so many tried to invade she is the strongest most fragile being I have ever encountered  taken for granted a million times before promises that were made to her heart were merely only words with intentions  never promises with the fear to lose their own heart  I can look at her hands and see them growi...

the stare of pure love a slow blink can captivate my heart and bring me into her eyes lost in what defines the word lust pure love is what fuels the look on her face  when she says I love you the words hold my emotional heart and brace my being puting me in cloud where I am safe and untouchable  taking my hand in hers stops my heart from beating my lungs from breathing and my world from spinning  I have never felt a touch that made me feel more safe  a love that I try and use words to define  she shows love in ways that I have never seen  speaks words I have never heard  she makes me want to be a better person failing her is not an option my heart or mind will allow  after the time that has passed the more intense the love becomes she is my everything my world she has caused what I see with my eyes to be more vibrant  the perception of the words I write is a fairytale love the kind you read about in children'...

capturing the essence of blazing desire the fear of never feeling a touch so strong her finger tips send electrifying currents through your skin the crave of touch the want to sin she scraped her teeth along your collar bone to heighten your senses images like a photo show cross your mind being there so many times b4 but this look and the despair in her eyes makes you remember glimpses of the first time she touched you they share a passion only true love can explain people passing by in their life try to duplicate the bond they have the two of you disapear in a room away from the crowd   seduction causes vulnerability of a woman so strong to falter from a soft kiss skin to skin 2 become 1 she left marks on your skin but a tattoo on your soul with her love loyalty and trust lost in a sea of bliss resistance flares the fire the intensity shakes the earth in a place where the world could crumble around them they unknowingly would conti...

waiting for the response of another the constant look in hopes to feel like you matter and that you cross their mind the doubt of being apart of their day dreams seeking the smallest confirmation that you are in their thoughts when your around them your body pulls them into you like gravity but resistance keeps them at a distance a smile can spark a million thoughts of love laughter and happiness she fulfills a part of you that you didn’t know was there lighting the flame of want and desire where a touch is like infinite sensations that shoot through your whole body you close your eyes to envision the feel of true passion and desire when you have never touched lips she is what lights you up in the morning the first thought that crosses your mind you see distant plans together with visions as simple as feeling her hand in yours feeling the connection that you have searched for what seems like an eternity the outside world that surrounds you s...

She brings happiness to the face of my heart Her strength weakens evil and cripples the monster of fear Her voice clears my mind and brings safety to my thoughts and adds courage when I am scared To bring laughter like a child when facing a feat that I am powerless over She empowers my mind to overcome any obstacle that I may ever face she believes in me and my reason Her beauty to the eye is what the worlds sees her beauty to the mind and tenderness to the heart is something I can say I cherish and am lucky enough to feel She is the definition of beauty The light to my darkness The muse to my dreams -Caspers Expression

Im so mad that im tired and wanna write this ■ The next day ■ We started the end of our night with a kiss The craving the want to feel and the need to be touched You told me that this could not be leaving like it wasnt easy But was it I feel like I need the fight I needed you to turn around I went to bed sad angry and empty so many question running rapid in my head Am I enough will there ever be that one person that can not resist leaving no matter what is going on I know that the ending of anything is hard confusing and hurtful I wish i knew how to put distance between us to let her heal if thats what she needs a dear friend told me that she could be afraid to hurt me the truth hurts, sometimes its what you need the resistence and the rejection of someone strikes the heart and insults the skin begging to feel the look that says i need you is shunned and placed upon the non response of anothers actions was it not conveyed in the kiss or the despai...

The questions to ask of such a thin line a thresh hold to be pushed or broken a fear to push in the wrong direction afraid of the slip and fall of the possibility to land on my face to fear not being caught like falling on broken glass slicing open the skin and bleeding emotions of fear scared to begin to chase and like a puppy she runs I say that I can handle her leaving atleast I got to feel I promised her that I would chase the way she made feel for the rest of my life and every word of that is fact nothing near fiction she is and always will be what brought me back from emotional death to lose her fear over comes me I get lost in her stare there is a magnetic pull that causes the locking of our eyes My face shows no emotion not because I feel nothing but beacuse everything I feel can not be expressed by a look or even multiple I read something about the day u figure out ur purpose She is definitely one of them her happiness makes me happy Beyond the most wildest of dreams to even ...