Rejections effects

A spiral of emotions fighting to be reassured
The emptyness of silence
Feeling 2nd to anyone creates confusion of self worth
Faith in the words and actions of another
Placing your emotions in hands that arent there
Knowing the path u choose has a destination unknown 
She illuminates this path but she also can leave the path as dark as the black in a demons eyes
Its not fair to hold her accountable for this
Taking a risk knowing all u want is her happiness
willing to sarifice your own
The sacrifice leaves u empty and emotions burning in a lake of fire
Protected by her light
When she disappears the heat is to strong and burns the skin skortching the raw emotions that just healed.

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