lost in the mind of creation

capturing the essence of blazing desire the fear of never feeling a touch so strong her finger tips send electrifying currents through your skin the crave of touch the want to sin she scraped her teeth along your collar bone to heighten your senses images like a photo show cross your mind being there so many times b4 but this look and the despair in her eyes makes you remember glimpses of the first time she touched you they share a passion only true love can explain people passing by in their life try to duplicate the bond they have the two of you disapear in a room away from the crowd   seduction causes vulnerability of a woman so strong to falter from a soft kiss skin to skin 2 become 1 she left marks on your skin but a tattoo on your soul with her love loyalty and trust lost in a sea of bliss resistance flares the fire the intensity shakes the earth in a place where the world could crumble around them they unknowingly would conti...

waiting for the response of another the constant look in hopes to feel like you matter and that you cross their mind the doubt of being apart of their day dreams seeking the smallest confirmation that you are in their thoughts when your around them your body pulls them into you like gravity but resistance keeps them at a distance a smile can spark a million thoughts of love laughter and happiness she fulfills a part of you that you didn’t know was there lighting the flame of want and desire where a touch is like infinite sensations that shoot through your whole body you close your eyes to envision the feel of true passion and desire when you have never touched lips she is what lights you up in the morning the first thought that crosses your mind you see distant plans together with visions as simple as feeling her hand in yours feeling the connection that you have searched for what seems like an eternity the outside world that surrounds you s...

She brings happiness to the face of my heart Her strength weakens evil and cripples the monster of fear Her voice clears my mind and brings safety to my thoughts and adds courage when I am scared To bring laughter like a child when facing a feat that I am powerless over She empowers my mind to overcome any obstacle that I may ever face she believes in me and my reason Her beauty to the eye is what the worlds sees her beauty to the mind and tenderness to the heart is something I can say I cherish and am lucky enough to feel She is the definition of beauty The light to my darkness The muse to my dreams -Caspers Expression

Im so mad that im tired and wanna write this ■ The next day ■ We started the end of our night with a kiss The craving the want to feel and the need to be touched You told me that this could not be leaving like it wasnt easy But was it I feel like I need the fight I needed you to turn around I went to bed sad angry and empty so many question running rapid in my head Am I enough will there ever be that one person that can not resist leaving no matter what is going on I know that the ending of anything is hard confusing and hurtful I wish i knew how to put distance between us to let her heal if thats what she needs a dear friend told me that she could be afraid to hurt me the truth hurts, sometimes its what you need the resistence and the rejection of someone strikes the heart and insults the skin begging to feel the look that says i need you is shunned and placed upon the non response of anothers actions was it not conveyed in the kiss or the despai...

The questions to ask of such a thin line a thresh hold to be pushed or broken a fear to push in the wrong direction afraid of the slip and fall of the possibility to land on my face to fear not being caught like falling on broken glass slicing open the skin and bleeding emotions of fear scared to begin to chase and like a puppy she runs I say that I can handle her leaving atleast I got to feel I promised her that I would chase the way she made feel for the rest of my life and every word of that is fact nothing near fiction she is and always will be what brought me back from emotional death to lose her fear over comes me I get lost in her stare there is a magnetic pull that causes the locking of our eyes My face shows no emotion not because I feel nothing but beacuse everything I feel can not be expressed by a look or even multiple I read something about the day u figure out ur purpose She is definitely one of them her happiness makes me happy Beyond the most wildest of dreams to even ...

The snow has fallen on the eve of Jesus' s birthday With new snow comes a sound of silence so still so beautiful its defining Greek mythology speaks of beauty unknown to the imagination of the commoner Beauty is said to be in the eye of the beholder I see beauty in your soul the image that the rest of the world sees with their eyes I feel with my heart Your smile brings the sweetest happiness unknown to my wildest dreams Its hard to try to explain to your own head that what your feeling isnt a dream The things u say move me I go silent in disbelief that soneone so good could care so much... I know my worth but know and seeing is 2 different things        -CASPERS EXPRESSION

She chased love as a teen craving to feel that she wasnt just passing by like she was craved wanted and needed by another finding her prince charming not once but twice to leave her in complete destruction entrusting in these men to hold her heart as delicate a glass after being put in a fire shattered in every way shape and form she finds her Angel in mind and spirit seemed like her unspoken prayers were answered bringing in the most beautiful gift in the world her daughter still in search for somethhng she could not understand what was missing money success and a family she had searching in the desert the sand representing the thoughts of the mind the heat burning the skin that shields the heart causing the mind to lose focus years pass by thoughts of warped fantasies enter her mind she fights them not knowing if this is the devil speaking to her mind or god shining light on what she has been chasing since her childhood trying to fill an emptyness that blame was placed from somethin...